【K】燃やせ "Burn them all"


他没办法逃得太远,因为渴求和喧嚣总喜欢在他以为自己终于能奔跑起来的时候将他绊倒;但他也不会逗留得太近,因为这种名为牵绊的东西,对他来说实在是太过怪异和沉重:新的一天是这样美丽,但伏见仁希的幽魂会永远笼罩着他——无论他把自己锁进哪个密不透风的箱子、无论他最终获得了谁的耐心和温柔,唯独这件事不会改变。但是,没关系,不论如何,他都再也不会感觉到痛苦了。


归根结底,只是因为,比之痛苦一千倍一万倍的事情,就在眼前。


白色的风,卷起数以千计的花瓣,飘飘摇摇飞到空中,遮蔽了蔚蓝的世界。


在被八田鸦飞驰的滑板碾碎之前,它们也不过是些普普通通的植物残渣而已。而它们终究会燃烧。就像他所希望的那样。



——猿比古,你恨过什么人吗?

——没有。



从来没有。



在尽数化为灰烬之前,已经失去了所有的记忆。



He always knew that he could not run too far away. Every time he tried to escape, he stumbled over all those annoying desire and noises. While he would neither linger around as the so-called ‘relationship’ were far too weird and heavy for him. However beautiful a new day was, Fushimi Niki’s ghost would haunt his life, forever. No matter how hard he tried to lock himself in the windowless boxes, no matter whose patience and tenderness had he finally acquired, this was the only fact that would never change. However, it did not matter anymore. Never mind. He would not feel any pain anyway.

Ultimately, the only reason was that, what had hurt him so much more than anything else, maybe one thousand times than what he had seen before, was just in front of his eyes.

Thousands of petals taken up in the air by the wind covered the azure sky.

Before being crushed by Yata Karasu’s skateboard, they were nothing but the residue of some ordinary plants. But they were destined to be burnt. Just like he had wished for.

-- Saruhiko, have you hated anyone?
-- No.

Never.

Before being burnt down to dust, he had already lost everything he’d ever owned.


.END.




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